long time no see ya?..are you miss to read my blog, i bet you're not! :D

assalamualaikum.

camne hidup sihat?...saye sihat je
cume malas nak menulis..bukan nye takde bende yang nak dituliskan...
tapi ade banyak sangat peristiwa...lebih baikla fokus kat bende lain....
lagipun saye tak interested pun nak letting people to read my blog...
i just want to let my heart out..when i got something to say, but i dont have any friend to hear it...this is the perfect moment to write i think. and most of it is about rebels.......dont ya think?
haha....sy menulis blog ni bile geram je.......if you feels annoy....haha..tak tau la den nak cakap apa...lagi pun nama blog ni this blog belongs to me kan.......lantok le nak rase mike nak rase ape pun...haha :D

this few weeks is really2 challenging weeks i ever felt in my life. im not gonna reveal it as it involves with my family emotions, lets you guys understand it as i got family problem. simple and straight..hmmm.?...and this feelings gets more complicated as i am now approaching my final exams days, which i have to think about 2 things, my family, and my future...is it though dont you think?..its tough, really....well i have to be strong no matter what. and that is the hardest part of all, because when you have the problems that bothered you abruptly you'll feel like you are the most pathetic person in the world. and you will ask god why this is happening to me?..mm im thinking it about for so many nights. and i just feel that, it is not pathetic, it just the god wants you to feel how to be survive in your life and feel regrets for your mistakes that you have done. its the process to be wise. and this is the piece of advise, when you got into the serious matters, just stay calm. pray for the best-est wish to Allah, and god will show the way, as the wise says that, god will never gives you pressure that you cannot handle. jadi bak kate orang2 melayu, ade hikmah di setiap kejadian. jadi besabarlah bile ditimpa kesusahan. sesungguhnya Allah bersama dgn org yang sabar.

i still live my life, learn every piece of it. and im not gonna waste it. when i feel sad, i pray for happiness
when i feel lost, i pray for the way. i want to be wise, but as you guys knows it, be wise is not easy as we just say it. but i will get thru it, insyallah. so i think thats for today 'heart-out', may god bless you always guys.-salam. :)

this is facts, please dont mad at me.

" tijah, bilangan jari kaki ngan yang ade kat tangan ko tu pun tak menjanjikan ade lelaki yang baik sekarang ni"

- ayah.

kata2 ni lah yang aku paling ingat sekali, terima kasih ayah. kata2 ayah tu memang betul sangat. kalau tijah tak dengar kata ayah, tak tau la ape jadi kat tijah sekarang ni, sebab tijah tgk sekarang ramai kawan2 tijah yang tak bahagia..sebab, itulah...... lelaki.

haha..kadang2 pelik jugak la lelaki ni, ape yang kurangnye perempuan ni?.. tgh in relationship pun ade skendel2 lain..tapi tu takpe lagi weii, ni yang tak tahan da kawen sangat da wei, boleh pulak nak kelua2 makan ngan skendel konon..haha....this is the facts ok!, it happens to me. lelaki orang sangat!, sorang tu da ade anak 3 orang, sorang lagi baru kawen, YA ALLAH! sebenanye aku tak nak cerita bende ni, tapi bile da terlampau banyak aku nampak dan ia terjadi jugak kat aku, i think its ok to share, tapi diingatkan juge, tak semua lelaki begitu, ade jugak yang setia..tapi one in the million lah...haha..,, naseb baik la aku tak jahat. kalau aku jahat, punah rumah tangga orang. seyes!, tak tau ape yang korang nak...ape2  ce bagitau sikit kat mane silapnye. padahal korang jugak yang pilih that girl as your girl, but if you find another one, kat mane silapnye sebenanye ni?

seyes tak paham. i insist to know, kamon gentleman, please tell me.

jangan curang, tolong jangan curang. kesian kat pompuan tau tak. sebab pmpuan ni fragile... sekali da suke jiwa raga bagi. kalau bende ni jadi, punah hati diorang, i mean kitorang. sebab tu la pompuan tak suke kuota 3, 4 ni. ini bukan nak kate aku mengejek sunnah nabi ke ape. tapi sifat perempuan itu. perempuan ni sukekan lelaki yang setia, cinta itu satu sahaja, kalau boleh, tiada yang lain lagi..dia sorang je pilihan hati. bercinta sampai ke akhir hayat. mmm tulis panjang2 camne pun korang tak rase tak guna jgak kan. tapi satu je. jangan curang. Lagi2 nak jadikan aku pihak ketiga...ishhh simpang malaikat 44 la. aku selalu jgak doa mintak jangan la aku rosakkan jodoh orang.....kejam wei. rampas kebahagian orang lain. jangan rampas kebahagiaan org lain, trust me, satu hari nanti bende tu akan jadi kat kite jgak.

ok tu je, malas nak cakap lebih2 nanti ade gak terasa lebih2. tapi jangan marah ye, i know girls a bad too. but im just write it as my opinion based on experience, sorry if i hurt someone., rase benci kat aku??..haha..benci la..aku tak heran. 

x paham la, lagi aku tak nak..lagi tu la die datang..adoyaiii

kenapa aku selalu camni?

aku selalu dapat bende yang aku tak nak...

makin aku tak nak, makin banyak pulak die datang

datang pulak bukan satu due...haha...3, 4,5 dan malas nak amik tau

hhaha..adoi..pening2

tapi kalau malas nak amik tau, rugi jugak

tapi did you learn from lesson tijah??

aduii..cukup2 la dulu tu..ok please 4 get about it

okey.....lek lu

mude gi, jimba2 lu...haha

rilek2 sudah..ok yes!

The most important things that we cannot ever learn by reading books.

 I like motivational stories, reading this such of stories will make you feel that there is a reasons to live in this world, Sometimes, we can feel touched by the stories that simply amazing written in just short passage. As i stumbled upon this website, i found the most (for this time) amazing stories that definitely will change the thought of your behavior and the way you appreciate people. life is meaningful, all you have to do is dont just see it, observe it, i almost cried when i read the second story.

Here is the 5 amazing stories that i want to share with you guys, read it. you will think that it is worth to read it. The title is : 5 important lesson of how to treat people.

1. First Important Lesson - "Know The Cleaning Lady"


During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"


Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.


"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."


I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.



2. Second Important Lesson - "Pickup In The Rain"


One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.


A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab.


She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home.


A special note was attached. It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away. God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."


Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.




3. Third Important Lesson - "Remember Those Who Serve"


In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10 year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "50¢," replied the waitress.


The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.


"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "35¢!" she brusquely replied.


The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left.


When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.



4. Fourth Important Lesson - "The Obstacles In Our Path"


In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.


Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand - "Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition."




5. Fifth Important Lesson - "Giving When It Counts"


Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes, I'll do it if it will save her."


As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?".


Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

kelebihan telekinetik....haha

Salam..

 

kali ni sepertinya mau berbicara pasal kelebihan telekinetik ni....haha, aku mmg cepat membace perangai org, walaupun dengan sepatah 2 kate...tak tau la..kadang2 tu, aku tgk muke org tu pun aku da paham sgt perangai die camne.. so aku ni jenis yang memahami la..hahaha

aku, kalau jmpe orang buat pertama kali..selalunya, aku tak kan cakap banyak..aku diam je

orang kate aku sombong, padahal aku sebenarnya suke nak perhatikan orang tu...kite tgk dulu perangai die camne...ok ke ko..haha..selalunya, assumption aku akan betol punya..haha....

sebab yang paling aku perasan sekali..kalau aku jmpe seseorang tu buat petame kali, dengan kawan aku

kalau aku perasan perangai die slek (org yg aku baru jmpe) kawan aku selalu akan cakap.."eiihh takdela"...haha..lepas tu..ko tggu la lame2 sikit, mesti kawan aku tu cakap "aah la"...haha...time tu malas je nak cakap, "kan aku dah kate".....

same goes to someone in the past, yang da jadi memori da..haha.....aku da agak sangat satu hari nanti mesti die akan sms aku punya!!....ye, walaupun cam berkarat aku tggu, tapi mmg betol! mase tu aku gelak besar gile bukan sebab aku suke, tapi sebab sangkaan aku tepat sekali!!..haha..lepas dapat sms tu, terus aku delete..kah2...alangkah bestnye perasaan itu. kenape abg?? rindu ke??..aiyooo what the hell la. 

lagi satu, kalau org perasan, kebanyakkan member2 aku semua jenis rok2, haha...kate memahami, kenapa tak kawan ngan org yang baik2 je rupe..haha i tell you la, org yang muke baik tu la kengkadang the most faked person had ever live..haha.tak la semua, tp kebanyakkan aku jmpe mesti camtu. so dont judge people by the looks, kenal dulu. baru make a judgement. org rok2 ni bes, diorang tak faked, tak suke cakap je...pastu diorang tak simpan ape yang diorang tak suke....very open minded, kebanyakkan org camni,perangai mereka jauh lebih matang dari rupe mereka, why??, just simple as they are humble actually, and thats the beauty of it. kebanyakkan orang tak perasan mende ni. haha..because they rather to judge than to see the things are, senang cakap, tak melihat gune otak la..so be wise people, be friends to all, even with the enemies :)

so last word goodnite, even sekarang da pukul 7.30 pagi..haha...besela tak tdo..insomnia. nite peeps!

............bob marley

YOU may not be her first,her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again

but if she love you now, what else matters?

she's not perfect- you aren't either

and the two of you may never be perfect together

but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,

and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her 

and give her most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break
~her heart.

so don't hurt her, don't change her,

don't analyze and expect more than she can give.

smile when she make you happy

let her know when she can make you mad

and MISS her when she's not there.

berdiam diri lebih baik daripada bercakap

MARAH!

kalau korang marah, ape korang buat??

1. maki semaki makinye
2. sepak je orang yang korang marah tue
3. hentak semua barang berdekatan sampai pecah berderai
4. tendang sesuatu sampai kopak
5. berdengus cam lembu
6. buat muke paling taik sekali untuk menunjukkan kemarahan (kononnye la)
7.ambil wuduk dan sembahyang dengan secepat mungkin pastu doa mintak ilang sikit kemarahan (mmmm~)
8. berdiam diri cam ko sorang je duduk kat bumi ni. buat tak pedulik kat org len
9. tulis segalnye kat twitter, formspring, blog atau fesbuk, puas hati bia semua orang bace,(HOT la sangat!)
10. cerite kat org memahami, cam mak ke, boyfriend ke besfren ke, kucing ataupun teddy bear.

haha, marah ni susah nak kate kan, kengkadang tu, kite marah, tapi tak tau nak cakap kat sape..rase geram cam nak robek2 je ati orang yang kite marah tu. tapi kite jangan ingat kite sorang je boleh marah dalam dunia ni.orang lain tak bersalah mane pun, tapi bile kite marah, kemain lagi....cam kite sorang je betul.. jangan lepaskan kemarahan kt org len.. tak baik buat orang camtu..orang lain pun ade perasaan jgak, aku tulis ni pun atas nasihat kepada diri sendiri jgak. kite cek diri kite, kalau salah kite usaha betulkan!, hidup ni tak lame, sekejap je.tak bes la marah2 ni. kalau kite tak ceria..memori ape yang kite tinggalkan mase kite da takde nanti??..betul tak, takkan bile kite dah takde kite nak org ingat kite dgn mende tak baik kan???....hmm decision in your hand, you can choose your life that you want it to be. so the best way is to forgive and forget.

marah boleh, tapi biarla bertempat, jangan marah pasal nonsense thing, cam marah justin bieber kapel ngan selena gomez ke, pensel 20 sen ilang ke,marah sebab boyfriend atau girlfren rapat ngan orang len lam gamba ke..haha..macam la boyfren atau girlfren awak tu hidup sensorang lam dunia ni..cam terlanggar bahu org ke, tak dapat shopping ke..ala buat pe nak marah sangat. lek la...chillax..cara marah anda juge menunjukkan tahap kematangan ok..so org yang suke ngat marah ni..tak kool....tak kool.

aku kalau marah ape yang aku buat, aku buat yang no 8 tu, haha...tak tau la kenape, mmg paling sesuai!!
no lain tu ade jgak tapi diam ni lebih baik. betul, tak caye cube try.. haha..aku kalau angin2 kat umah mesti mak tak layan..die pun buat tak kisah..eii geram gile..las2 sekali kalau aku diam, mak aku akan concern sangat pulak..siap masak lagi ape aku nak...haha...same la kalau aku gaduh nagn kakak aku...kalau diam mesti die belikan barang best2..haha....sebaiknye yang no 7 tu..kalau ade lelaki yang prektik no 7 tu..
aku yang akan meminang die..haha..tapi adeke laki cam tu zaman sekarang ni..haha....adeke????

marah tu datang nye dari syaitan, syaitan itu diperbuat dari api, jadi redakan api kemarahan dgn air (wuduk)

insyaallah its all gonna be fine, jangan marah ye...sayang die :)