assalamualaikum.
camne hidup sihat?...saye sihat je
cume malas nak menulis..bukan nye takde bende yang nak dituliskan...
tapi ade banyak sangat peristiwa...lebih baikla fokus kat bende lain....
lagipun saye tak interested pun nak letting people to read my blog...
i just want to let my heart out..when i got something to say, but i dont have any friend to hear it...this is the perfect moment to write i think. and most of it is about rebels.......dont ya think?
haha....sy menulis blog ni bile geram je.......if you feels annoy....haha..tak tau la den nak cakap apa...lagi pun nama blog ni this blog belongs to me kan.......lantok le nak rase mike nak rase ape pun...haha :D
this few weeks is really2 challenging weeks i ever felt in my life. im not gonna reveal it as it involves with my family emotions, lets you guys understand it as i got family problem. simple and straight..hmmm.?...and this feelings gets more complicated as i am now approaching my final exams days, which i have to think about 2 things, my family, and my future...is it though dont you think?..its tough, really....well i have to be strong no matter what. and that is the hardest part of all, because when you have the problems that bothered you abruptly you'll feel like you are the most pathetic person in the world. and you will ask god why this is happening to me?..mm im thinking it about for so many nights. and i just feel that, it is not pathetic, it just the god wants you to feel how to be survive in your life and feel regrets for your mistakes that you have done. its the process to be wise. and this is the piece of advise, when you got into the serious matters, just stay calm. pray for the best-est wish to Allah, and god will show the way, as the wise says that, god will never gives you pressure that you cannot handle. jadi bak kate orang2 melayu, ade hikmah di setiap kejadian. jadi besabarlah bile ditimpa kesusahan. sesungguhnya Allah bersama dgn org yang sabar.
i still live my life, learn every piece of it. and im not gonna waste it. when i feel sad, i pray for happiness
when i feel lost, i pray for the way. i want to be wise, but as you guys knows it, be wise is not easy as we just say it. but i will get thru it, insyallah. so i think thats for today 'heart-out', may god bless you always guys.-salam. :)
